HAPPY BLOODY BDAY ANDREW DE TORRES! I Friggin love you. Seriously! May happiness kiss you and you'll have a great luck!

I have wished him bday for so many times via twitter from yesterday. I envy Stephen Jerzak for getting his attention

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Hello Livejournal,

You might be bored of me because of this similar post. Well, this is about the All-American Rejects once again.

You know how hard my attempt to welcome them in airport, right? Well, like I told you before, there's bunch of fangirls who copied our trails to wait them in the airport. It's a ridiculous number of girls or teenie girls, I may add.

You know something stupid and lame about this? Lately I found out that the Indonesian promotor purposely hired those screaming teenie fangirls to welcome them. What the fuck!

First, they were in huge numbers and kept screaming annoyingly toward them

Second, it totally makes them fake! Because beside they bounded us with difficulties to take picture with the members, they even ARENT AAR's fans!! Remember? They're hired!

Third, the promotor is totally lame and not cool at all by hiring fake fans to welcome them. Too bad, AAR got lied because they think, they were loved and they have lotsa fans in Indonesia. (Check Mike's and Nick's tweeter how happy they were about the fake enthusiasm there). For me, the promotor is so unprofessional at all. Norak in Indonesian:

Fourth, WHY WAS ON EARTH THE PROMOTOR EVEN HIRED POLICE TO PROTECT THEM, IF THEY CLEARLY KNEW THAT THOSE FANGIRLS WERE FAKE AND GOT HIRED BY THEMSELF, HUH!!! THEY WERE SUPER UBER FUCKING STUPID AND RIDICULOUS BUT NOT FUNNY AT ALL!

The only group who was true was only our group and 3 girls. We were truly wanted to welcome them and totally not hired. I TRULY HATE THE PROMOTOR BECAUSE THEY BOUNDED US WHO WERE TRULY STALKING THEM SINCE IN THE MORNING. FuCK YOU 'ND', I HOPE THIS GIVES YOU HELL!!

I sorry if I throw my tantrums here just because I really hate that new and unprofession promotor.


Right, I need to go now. Kbye

Mucholovasoxoxo
Icha

Dear Livejournal,

Now, I'm gonna post about the show! Me, my boyfriend (Risky), Tania, Ossa, Amel (Tania's sissy), Jaya, and Ayas, decided to meet up in the venue. And it was about like 11 Am while the show would be at 8 PM. Hahaha rad, but it's just because we really want to be in front row. The venue is still deserted. So we took oportunities to take pics with the panel.



This is my online friends


(Left to Right: Me, Tania, Jaya, Ossa, and Ayas) Huooo.. I love my bracelets *random*

I LOVE THEM!! AHAHAHA

I met Sadew for twice from now on. Teehee... Yehaahh





Remember, we'd been waiting since 11PM, around like 5 PM, we were extruded by some crew to get to the real queue outside. WHAT THE FUCK! If we started the queue again, we would be in the back of the queue. So we complained about this. Seriously, the promotor has the issue with managing the show. They are totally unprofessional about this.

Skip this, I hate the part when we were waiting and got cheated with some other fans.

So then, when we reached the front row, I hugged tightly the fence while my boyfriend was right behind me. YEHAH! We were like waiting for an hour. Yes, ladies, Indonesia is lame. The show was one hour late!! or maybe two!!

Once a young lady came out and when it's coincidentally our independence day 17 of August, so she started and hailed to people to sing our national song. When we were in the middle of song part, Tyson came out... uhhh wow..



YEHAH! He held Indonesian's national flag and wore the IndonesiaUnite's tee "WE ARE NOT AFRAID" It quite made me shuddered and stunned me.

Tyson loves Indonesia. And he hailed to us and tried to sing but it seemed he didnt know how to sing it. :D and he said "MERDEKA!" our independece motto in a very great Indonesia's pronounce. :D

After taht, he disappeared again to the backsatge and we waited again. It was really long to wait. duh.

And look at the concert banner, it clearly said they adore Indonesia. Thank You so much the All American Rejects!



One thing I realized when Tyson showed up was....


He rubbed GLITTER ALL OVER HIS SHIRTLESS BODY! !!! "MR. GLITTER, Let me be your glitter on your dick"-Jaya



ONE THING I BLESSED GOD WAS..



I WAS FUCKING RIGHT IN FRONT OF NICKOLAS DON WHEELER!!!! AAAAAAAHSD&T##%*%&!%@#$*##@%#@^#@ HE'S SOO ADORABLE!! I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH!!! after the show, he's like my new obsession.. :D I held a banner that said, "SIR WHEELER, YOUR LIPS ARE PHENOMENAL!!" I pointed my banner to him and he's like winking to me twice and nodded at me as he proved me that he read the banner. OH MAY GOD!


NICK IS A TOTAL HOTNESS!!





SEEEE???? HIS LIPS ARE FREAKING PHENOMENAL! NO SHITS!!



I admit that..

The All-American Rejects' show was far far far faa far awesome than Panic's last year. I totally love the show because, they clearly encouraged us not to afraid of the terorrist, they loved Indonesia, they appreciated us so much. And AAR is NOT ARROGANT.

Tyson even read something for Indonesia, it was the letter for Indonesia and that made me shuddering all the time... It made me proud to be Indonesia because a foreigner such them could love us like that.

Here's the letter:

<i>"I wrote something for you Jakarta, because I love you.
People of Jakarta, we have something in common, I gotta talk to you. We are not afraid.
I say in front of you tonight in person to know how feels of fear.
Fear is the fuel for the weak, and are we weak?!
We are the strong feel to will our instruments of songs as giving you this shit to fight the good fight against the impressers, the bastards that use bombs in terrorism to kill the innocent.
Tonight is special because we celebrate – MERDEKA!
Tonight we celebrate your independence.
And the earth’s shaking power than its freedom.
Do you feel alive? Do you feel free?!
Our freedoms are the only wings we have to fly above the fear,
So tonight we soar together and save our freedom into the sky!
We are not afraid.
People advices after the bombing to reconsider coming to Jakarta.
People say that we should be afraid, but this suggestion’s only added to the backbone to our band to do something bigger than that.
We are not afraid!
We’re playing for you tonight not just as a band; but as the collective voice of Jakarta, that streams into the night.
Fuck the terrorists!
I hope this gives you hell."</i>-Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects.

isnt it so sweet?? lol


mucholovas,
Icha

Dear Livejournal,

Phew, it's been forever since the last time I updated my last post. How are you people here in LJ?

So now, I'm gonna review some show, well, I know it's already late to be talked about. But, just because I wasnt to post my LJ and share my experience about last month.

It's about the All-American Rejects show's review! After the bombing incident that happened in Indonesia, I was scared that AAR wouldn't make it to Indonesia and reconsider their mind to come. But in fact, they seem not afraid of the incident. They were scheduling their Asia Tour (I Wanna Rock Tour) to Indonesia and they even had courage to stay in Ritz Carlton hotel which is the place where the incident been erupted.

Geez, Even for me the Indonesian dont have any courage to stay in that luxurious hotel for awhile. Two thumbs up for them.

They were performing at 17 of August 2009, the same date when Panic! At The Disco (In perfect form with Rya and Jon) came to Indonesia! Me and my online friends (Tania, Jaya, Ossa) planned to welcome them in airport the day before which was 16 of August 2009. We came to the airport around 9 AM and then we'd been waiting there. At conclusion, we'd been waiting for like 10 HOURS just for them!

They reached the airport around 6 and showed up like 7PM. It's not only us who carved to welcome them, there were a bunch of fangirls who already was ready with their welcoming banners and huge SLR cameras. WTF.

When the four AAR guys showed up, me and my friends started to approach them and welcome them. Their promotor had hired some police to protect them from the crazy fangirls like us, but it was just useless because nobody listened to them. The first one who showed up was Mike Kennerty, I FUCKING couldnt get chance to take picture with them, he was awesome with his sleeveless tee and long hair. He still looked hot.

Then Nickolas Wheeler showed up pushing his trolley (:D) and I also didnt get chance to take picture with him because. 1) He was (far far) taller than me so It's difficult for me to take his picture with me. 2) I was suffocated for once because I adore him from all! 

I only could talk to him like..."Nick! (With tears almost fall. LOL) I've been waiting for you like 10 hours here! Welcome to Indonesia!" and then he as like "Oh my God, really? Wow" that's all. My only short conversation with him T.T

Next, Chris Gaylor showed up and I got picture with him but IT'S FUCKING BLURRY! SHIT! and the last but not least, the super singer, Tyson Ritter came. He was a bit shocked first when he saw and heard girls were screaming at him. He let out his iPhone and started to record everything in the airport. LMAO his face was so priceless!



Speaking of Chris, when nobody noticed who he was, he sneaked into the van but just because I spotted him and asked him, he was like "Oh dammit" toward me with smiles in his face. hahhaha but still, it's hot. He was nice!

I ran to him and asked him to get picture with me, but well the security guard shoved me away from him. I was like, "Tyson, give me the chance to take picture with you!" but he was like deaf that time because he was astonished of the fans who enthusiatically screamed his name out. I was like a little girl to him, he was fucking tall and all I got was always blurry picture with him.

But then when he finally realized there this little girl who asked him (LOL), he saw the security guard shoved mme out but he nicely stopped the guard and told them it's okay. Even though he already bent down, but still it's difficult to me. Realising that I'm too short, he took my camera and snapped the camera.



Once I knew him years back later, I though he was the coolest guy, but the fact said FUCK NO! He's the goofiest guy I've ever met. after we took a pic together, he got inside the van and waved to us. I was stunned when I saw how NICE HE WAS!!!

This experience was far far faaaaaaarrrr better than when I ran to Panic At The Disco. Like seriously.

Ossa even yelled to im, "Tyson! I WANNA FUCK YOU!" and his eyes were widened cutely and chuckled at her. LOL. When the fans were screaming at him, goofily, he slid through the window and climbed up to the top with his iPhone recording the whole situation in the airport. GEEEEEEEZZZ!!! No wonders that fans were screaming at him. Then, it ended there.

Oh and by the way, it truly proved that Tyson loves Glitter damn much, because when he showed up, he has all glitters on all of his face. lol.





Oh by the way, I got his sign on my poster, but it was like some random kid's scribble. LOL... and iI just knew that he's left-handed. (:

Oh dear thanks Tyson Ritter! I Love YOU!


mucholovasoxoxo,
reinventloviany

Dis ish juz a test fer meh vewy 1st update on LJ mobile... It's bean foreva sinz I lost meh time wit' Lj. Huw r yah doin everyone? Okay, scratch dat teenie typing. Hahahaha... I hope I cud update my journal more often! Theres so many things i wanna tell about my upside down life...

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Remember him from my HAPPY-VALENTINE-GO-THINGY journal? lol he's one of my list.

Oh my effing God, i was really flipped out when Jeremy Lenzo of Mayday Parade tweeted me. Well not on twitter, but via direct message. It's some fat chance to get the famous people to tweet you back, and I'm one of the lucky one. He said "Its always fun"

OH EMM GEE.. even it's just three simple words, but it just made my day! I cant fucking believe that some musician replied me.. HEHEHHEEHHEHHE god bless you Jeremy, and Mayday Parade. teehee.

I remember when i was whoring myself over musician, novarez said, what if they replied you back? MANNN I'M SO GONNA FLIPPED OUT! AND YEAH, IT'S REALLY HAPPENING! ahahaha but for your information, i didnt whore like "hey baby" or whatevs to Jeremy. I just said, "Oh sounds fun!" lol haha.

Thank you Jeremy for responding me, I'm very appreciated it.

I know something is happening out there and WE dont know. Listen, i have brainstormed myself and found this script in my head about Panic At The Disco.

Spencer was contemplating his dirty thoughts and then his mind suddenly snapped with that thoughts.

"I want to prank them"

So, he then spoke up his thoughts to Ryan about making a fish story about their separation. It was planned because they wanted to embark the band name, and so Spencer made up the idea. The rest of the band agreed to make this surprise for the fans. They found it'd be fun if fans started to buy the stupid joke. So then Jon started a fake myspace music about their new band called HillsidewhateverSession to pledge the split up news.

They even asked Zack to make it clearer and believed to the fans out there. As the tinted news spread out in internet land, little the fans know that Panic At The Disco actually laughed out loud BEHIND US.

Of course, the FBR/DD family knew about this thingy, they chose to zip their mouth tightly. it's obvious because none of them want to explain a single thing how this could happen to PANIC AT THE DISCO. But above of all, there's still one single moron big mouth who slipped his tongue TJAT ACTUALLY PATD IS NOT SEPARATED. Well at the end, as they mentioned about the surprise they have beed keeping from the fans was

THEIR ACTUALLY TOGETHERNESS AND WE'VE GOT PUNK'D.

The end.


Happily ever after.. long live for Panic At The Disco.. Ryan-Brendon-Spencer-Jon-Brent



I sound like a hopeless fan or what? Am i turning looney or what? The answer is... just solve it by yourself


Goodnight ladies and gentlemen!


mucholovas
-icha

P.S: this post is so random, but speak up your thoughts about this

P.P.S: I COULD WRITE FANFIC ABOUT THIS! YAY OR NAY? HHHHAAHAAH

JONATHAN WANTS TO FUCK CALEB...











GENDUTTTTTTT tapi muscular.. maunya ape?




sori sori.. gw lagi iseng aja mau ngapain di LJ.. ahahhah picspam!!



jsyk, last night i he flied into my dream as a pickpocket! LOL he deserves more than my pocket.. LOL

Munafik. Munafik. Munafik. Gak baek jadi orang muna.


Kalo emang gak suka kenapa masi bisa beli? Pake ngaku2 udah bebas. Kalo udah gak suka kenapa masi diungkit? Serius, gw gak pernah suka cara berpikir lo. Dan kesannya lo juga ngejatohin orang2 disekitar lo.


Seriously? You need a change to be a better person. Not that im judging you or what but somehow you need to watch your mouth sometimes it's for your own good though.

You know something great yesterday? R asked me to watch movie together. and I thought we were going with other peeps but in fact, it’s just two of us. And we had a great time. we were going to watch Drag Me To The Hell but as we arrived in Cilandak Townsquare, the movie was off the cinema. So we decided to watch Transformers II instead.

I was glad I know him, he’s such a sweet, funny, has lotsa music in common with me, and such a talkative boy not like B who could fall in long silence when it’s just two of us. When I was with R, I could laugh my head off very often which I found really fun. I dunno how to write about yesterday, it’s just unprintable, and undescribed. The bottom line is… yesterday was freaking awesome.

And last night, I noticed that I missed him. I mean, well we are going to have 3 months holiday and it is slight chance for us to meet each other and so I texted him. We chatted like usual and then the unexpected conversation came. First, he told me not to sleep late because it will just make my sleep bags under my eyes got sunken and sunken. I was like oh man you are too caring enough with my eyes lol. And he was like just because I like your eyes. Then I said that that was cheesy but then he’s like LOL no worry, when I look up at girls usually the first thing I will do is examining their eyes, and yours are beautiful HAHAHA. He made good managing everything with cheesy and joke, but somewhat it made me blushed indeed.

Then, he asked about boyfriend and blablabla.. I dunno if it’s just me or not but he’s like saying i-like-you in unfamiliar way. I made fun of him with “AHA I know you like me! hahaha” but then he replied with “Is it wrong if I like a girl?” honestly I couldn’t read what he was thinking. I don’t want to misread signals from boys. I’m too scared that he might turn to another B. I don’t want to be broken again. lol.

I’m might scared of misreading the things between us, but I like him for sure. /:

eh no no.. sometimes i'm confused with myself. do i like him? do i like him not? i have no clue!


Anyway, im pretty shocked finding my becoming-step-mom-or-whatevs added my facebook.. /:

lastnight i was just talking about andrew de torres with scratchinghead . and you know, in my campus there's this senior guy who's really resembling with andrew and i admired him.. well just because. and then we talked about the ring that andrew has been wearing, and dex said it's purityring like jonas brother. LOLOLOL i know dex, you are too many listening to them, so you could define the ring as purity ring. LOL HAHAHA. dex listens to jonas brother.

but then, i was dead by msn and started to search about him. and guess what i found? it's the most shocking thing that.. andrew de torres is transexual, i mean he used to be a girl who named marriana. i was like WHAT THE FUCK! it's rumor but i dunno if it's true though. and they said it explained a lot why andrew's got an unique voice. but i dont think his voice is girly. DUDE! HE'S NOT A WOMAN!!! OH PLEASE! fb_g always makes me shocked. i just hope it's fanon! andrew de torres used to be a girl is fucking fanon. yes right?

THIS IS FANON, ENLIGHTEN ME!

*cries*

and the funny thing, i even dreamed about him tonight. lol he and his tranny's rumor.. hahahha

well besides of that, he's still amazing.. danger radio and the scene aesthtic are like my best favorite band recently.

poor andrew,,... D: people are mean, you have been talked about stupid rumor... D:



and about..

plus elan wright. ahaha i just love elan. (: lol random

HAPPY BADASS DAY, om pete...

LMAO AT THE PIC! hahahhaa

So today, im gladly want to wish...

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HALEY AHEARN!!!

I hope you have a great year this year. And your wishes come true.

And happy bday to Mutia Gusnir as well. Actually, her was on 16th, but i just havent wished her here on LJ. Hoho. Merry life, Muthia!

Love ya dude!

mucholovas,
- i

that thing,

you call it as the gifted architect.

who makes your cheeks turn scarlet when you see your "one".

who makes your stomach grows lurching when you see those eyes

who makes the peculiar rhythm that thumps in your heart

who makes you more mature

who makes you see that there's another unsolved mysterious thing in this globe

the one who called as affection

yep, affection is a gifted architect.

but somehow you couldnt understand it. when it slowly takes your system, when it makes you think not properly, and when it makes you run like a mad hatter.

or the worst is,

when it kills you inside, ripping your heart out as you even dont notice that you are already broken.

haha.

affection is an addiction.

is a toxic.

is a nicotine.

is...

one of the most marvelous treasure that God has given.

affection is a gifted art.

but when it comes to be a painful destruction,,

what would you do, dudes?

for honesty, i only could cry silently. or keep it. lock it tightly.

crying in pain isnt an easy matter to be coped with...

sensitivity.

that how i could describe from this tormented gifted architect.

my hope is too high, and it's kicked down that easily. i dunno if i still should smile over this.

oxoxo
- i



QUICKIE::

I MISS INTERNET LALA LAND!!! I miss my online friends! Especially vany redpenciled, dineta fueledbydineta AND dex scratchinghead weve been losing contact for too long. she lost her msn and ym in her pc, and i lost my internet connection. I miss sharing picture and randomness. How are you there, sexy dexy? LOL.

how's life vany? Hows the patdina forum? (:

and dineta, i seriously never hear from her. I should text her.


Ahh... What i wanna talk about?

how cute and young matt barnes and joshua franceschi from You And Me At Six? Hahahaha.


ahhh... im going to my living dead term. im gonna have test for laboratory class about pharmacy physical II. AHhh it is freaking complicated!!! I dunno if i could make it. </sad>

sorry for the lame updates of killing joy.

hmmm.... you know something about stupidity and hyperbolic yesterday? I cried.

i cried along the way home.

shit!

i cried for him. my sensitivity came forward. AND SHIT! Now im crying again becaz he just texted me something.

stupid stupid stupid! i should stop talking about him! geez!

ahh im off from here.

bye

mucholovasoxoxo
- miss loviany

Like a looney goon, i dragged his scent. Lol...

His scent is like nicotine. I'm addicted. Make me want to pull his collar and do something that i even dont know where the idea comes from.

Jeez, his scent....

when i was going to home, and it's already 7pm,, he offered.

hellz yeah! my head was like spinning merry-go-round and my chest grew pounding like dynamite.

"with who will you get home?" he asked. and i was like alone. then he was like it is not good, youre a girl and it is already night, let me take you home.

If i were made of icecream, i was sooo already melted into liquid on the floor. Hahaha.

and yeah, he gave me ride to home. but before that, he wanted to take another helmet in his home which made i was at his home. Whoa! and since his parents are in Jakarta for a week, so last nite i met his family. Lol meet-the-parents thingy made me awkward and i dunno if i made a good first impression or not. hopefully yes. Lol.

and then since i live with my grandma this week, so he rode me to there.

ah fyi, he smells so good. and i am intoxicated of the scent everytime i am near from him. lol i sniffed him like a goon. Hahaha. lucky, he didnt notice. Hahaha.

last night i was so freaking happy. i couldnt stop smilling like joker. Haha.

ilb;&heart

Icha

hello people. so since stupidrhapsody asked me to show her panic's girlfriend, so i post the pictures of them. but sorry,. i dont post them all because there's too many. hehehe.. i just post some beautiful ones.

enjoy, bamby! this post is for you dude!

this is jon walker and cassie. cassie is so good in her jet black hair.. i love her.




this is spencer smith and haley ahearn.




this is brendon's recent girlfriend named sarah orzechowski. i think sarah has been friends with paramore first before she met brendon. and then brendon met her because she spent her time with paramore. lol im not sure though. all i know she's paramore's friend. i love sarah's style.. she's sooooo bandgirl. heheheh














and for the last one, this girl has been being talked with people because of her presence in disneyland california with ryan and the rest of ryan's friend. people say she's the new girl. and LOL she's blonde! ryan does love blondie girls.. ahhaahhaa.. but ryan hasnt confirmed it yet if he dates this girl. so im not sure anough if this girl is his new girl. but since fueledbydineta wants to see how the girl looks like, so this post is for you, dine. THAT's the girl!

isnt she sweet? heheeheh.. just hoping she would be better from other ryan's girlfriend. haha...








comment this pic.. hehehe

mucholovasoxoxo,
icha

Oh my God. This is happening. I am mixed up! I am frigging embarassed but also happy.

So ive been having this whole big crush on this boy. And i told this thing with my friend.

My friend is like his bestfriend and he told me so many things about this boy. Lets call this boy with B (not brendon. Hahaha lmao.)

My friend suggested me to text B, so i text him. Honestly, he's like the most decent crush ive ever had. He is soooo nice and respectful.

He respons.

And just becaz he respons, my coincious tells me that, im falling hard over him. It is as chessy as it sounds. Lol.

And then, my friend told me something. Everything that might happen with him and me, he would sooo know about it.

In fact, it's not only him that would know about it, but the rest of his bestfriends too. They are that inseparable group who always hang out together.

The rest of group. Yeah.

I wasnt buying it too much at first, but then.... After this afternoon,,,

I was in their rent house for a moment to borrow a task, and then it came,..

They all know everything. They had seen me and B's text. And i was like,
HOLY SHIZZZ!

Ahhh! Im so embarassed. Seriously. They know everything, from text and then my feeling too. I blushed more and more when they confessed.

And guess what? They second it. Lol.

They want me to be with him. They supported me. Like i said before, i am mixed up.

Embarassed and happy.

They also said, this is the first time B responds to a girl, and it's possitively he have the hunch too. Wow,,

And i just knew that there are bunch of girls in the same faculty had crush on him. Wow.

But his friends like to see me being with him more, so they want to help me. Lol.

Open up some happiness.

B has also known about my feeling, and it abash me,.. Gee!

I dunno what to say. Im just hoping, sooner or later we'd be together.

TEEHEE.


*cough*seriouslyimfallinghardtohimlmao*cough*

Pick your 6 current favorite bands/singers.
1. The first song of theirs that you heard
2. The song that made you love them
3. Your current favorite

1. PANIC AT THE DISCO
- I Write Sins Not Tragedies
- I Write Sins Not Tragedies
- That Green Gentleman

2. DANGER RADIO
- Kiss N' Tell
- Used and Abused
- You All Believe

3. AUTOMATIC LOVELETTER
- August 28th 3.30
- August 28th 3.30
- Parker

4. CASH CASH
- Party in Your Bedroom
- Sugar Rush
- Radio

5. THIS PROVIDENCE
- Mistletoe
- Letdown
- Sand In Your Shoes

6. OWL CITY
- Skyline Designer
- Sky Diver
- Early Birdie


stolen by scratchinghead hehehee